Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Tired of almost everything...

Hello my friends...

Welcome to this new post at my lame blog... Many excuse for being, for such a long time, absent people... Thing is that my life is becoming somehow busier than ever before... But I will find a way in the end... I always do! :)

NOTE: This post is made without any structure, without any notes, without any layout... It is, somehow,a  strange post with strange thoughts from an even more stranger...

From June till now, a lot of things occured... First of all, I bought a guitar... Even if I was a singer in 2-3 bands during my early years, I never had the thirst to learn how to play a guitar. Now, this thing is over... I have a cool guitar and I learn how to rock :) I am not still an expert, as I am practicing with my bitch (my guitar :)  for around 6 months but I assure you that I can play some songs... Now maybe it is time, to also start composing something... I always wanted to compose some rock songs... As for the genre? Well, it will depend on my mood each time... Sometimes it will be more punkie, sometimes more rocky (not stallone :), sometimes more stoner-y... I will see... Thing is that after a lot of years I found something that really makes me happy and does not make me bored no matter how much time I gra-ga-gra-ga! :)


The other thing that never bored me is somehow my CPC... Ok! This is somewhat a lie... I quitted some years ago my activity for the scene but I returned back, as I wrote down in another post... Anyway, the thing is that I love my CPC, I always did... But somehow I feel a bit "naked"... The whole scene is somewhat sleeping :( Few productions, few activity, few newcomers... The two cool projects I worked for them, "Split Space" and "A Step Beyond... the step above", are always getting postponed and postponed and postoned... You know, coders might be bored to link all the stuff, to write some new code, but they should never forget that other people strived to produce some graphics or to compose a tune... This so fucking selfish behaviour sometimes makes me really angry... But anger is ok... It shows that you are alive, you are not a sleepy animal... After the anger-stage, the sadness-stage comes along... And it is the worse... But after the worst part, here comes the best part which is called egoism... Not egoism to behave like an elegant-elite-bitch... But egoism to improve my little self, to become better and of course to show to someones that doing something is not that hard as they try to make it seem... So, I started again to read like crazy assembly, I am trying to understand the inner-side of CPC. I think that I walk at the correct path... Afterall, I always had the basics of that language but somehow the lack of practice didn't made me really accomplished... Now I try more, I feel much more mature to learn something and to finally produce something... OK! I am somehow strict with myself... I helped a friend (John) to revive a cool online mag for our CPC (CPC Oxygen) but the feeling of the real machine is somehow missing... If you wanna have a look at it, check http://cpc-live.com and read it :)


So, after all this hobby-talking, it is time to continue with the worst thing that I do in order to earn some money... MY FUCKING JOB! I will be straight to the core and I really do not care... In multi-international companies there is no way of exlpoitation... Somehow, you get stuck in the middle of shit... One could easily ask "Find another job" or "Quit man"... Thing is that I can not... I am planning to leave from Greece and go and live abroad (Holland or Sweden) and without money I can not fulfill my plans. In addition, I live seperately from my parents 'cause I like the independent style of life... So, till summer, that I will quit for sure, I will somehow make a little patience... I am not quite sure that I will achieve the goal of my plan (to stay here till summer) but the lust for staying abroad makes me strong, even if I hate nearly everyone here... FUCK! This is maybe the most honest sentence that I wrote till now :) 

Another topic now... I am sick and tired of all those 40-50-60 years old people that keep saying that "You, the new generation does not have a clue of what are you fighting/resisting/protesting"... LIKE YOU KNOW, YOU FUCKING BASTARDS!!!! Look your lives! What you did??? You are the major reason why this country is sunking and sunking and sunking... With your apathy and self-coverance, you destroyed everything... You just care for your small selves, for the 1000 euros to take as a salary from your job eventhough you work around 12 to 14 hours a day. What you did fuckers? Made the banks richer? Made your loans bigger? Made your tongue huge by licking every politician in order to take something??? You know what??? You all suck! Because you, the 40-50-60 yo people, lost something that you claim to have... PRIDE!!! and that never comes back! Now, shut your fucking mouth about our ignorance, about our rights. We must fight, we must resist, we must protest... We do not want you with us, but stop 'polluting' our mind with your nosense beliefs. Shut your mouth as you always did, and leave us the hell alone... To be more specific, by fighting/protesting/resisting, I do not support molotov coctails, bombs, rocks and deaths... I support the right to manifestate for something that for others is standard... 


So, I will end this post with some messages to all....
.:.Take Care.:.
.:.Trust Yourself.:.
.:.Never Fake.:.  

we speak dudes,
voxfreax 

ps. Sorry for the bad language, sorry about the layout... I had to write those things down 'cause I somehow felt like I am going to explode... 


Monday, June 30, 2008

Space Split is coming men (+women :)!

OK, let's go again... Last time I posted a preview picture from my forthcoming slide show... But I stopped to work on it for now... Not for ever, of course, but for some time 'cause I started already another project... As I wrote in my previous post, I am a man of his word (and actually, I finished the army-guy screen...). The thing is that Snake and I are working in a very prototype project, in my opinion. To give you a sniff, I really like the retro games and "Space Invaders" was a really bang-bang game...So, one night Tomas came with an idea to make a slide show of "Space Invaders". But do not expect nothing less than huge pixels made with split rasters :). After all, I am talking about CPC my friends...

Anyways, I asked Tomas to make a fucking intro in order not to be just a simple slideshow but to have a bit of demomaking spirit inside... He found the idea nice and I started to paint a small screen related to the game... So, this post was written just to show you a screen (Psile gia sena mwri malakia na poume :)

Don't start to criticize me bad from the beginning... Imagine that every CPC designer has to "fight" with some really huge pixels and he has to choose from a variety of 27 colors. Here I use mode 0, which means that 16 colors only can be displayed in the screen. And most important, a CPC designer has to work pixel per pixel. We are speaking about 8-bit machines people... :)
Anyways, there are still a lot of stuff to be made... After all, this screen was designed during a weekend, so it's not that perfect... It's just an alien inside an U.F.O. :) But I believe I have designed my idea so well :P. You see, I wanted to make a kinda funny screen, to look like a cartoon type screen. To conclude, I have started to work in some things that will also be added, like stars and a logo, but they have to be designed much better... But I will keep working... I love producing for CPC even if the computer has died commercially from 1992. It lives inside my heart and I am happy that I am NOT the only one! :) CPC scene is great! :)
So, I must leave you... I have also to go to my job tomorrow...
But before I must say that I am so fucking excited about this co-production with my friend Tomas :) I am sure that the final result will be great!

...'till next time... ...take care...
Mitsos aka voXfReaX (x-Odium)

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Man of his word...

Hello once again... As I wrote you at my previous post, voXfReaX is revived... So, I will give you my first NOT totally completed screen (I'm quite sure that I am going to put a background in it and maybe make the colors much more clear...) that is going to be published in my forthcoming production... You see, I am a man of his words... I told you so :). Some details regarding the screen now... The picture was originally made by a guy named Mike back in '06. I found it at the net and I bled my eyes in order to became a nice copy... After all, I just was watching a nice screen and the decision was to make the same on CPC. It is made in mode 1 (that means only 4 colors available at the same time) but I must add that screen's color palette is from a plus machine (meaning 4 colors out of 4096 colors available). A big thanx to the emulators available as I do not own a plus machine, but I will in the near future hopefully:). Anyways, hope you'll enjoy it....

Now..... click, click, click at the picture to see it really large...



...'till next time... take care....

Mitsos aka voXfReaX (x-Odium)

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Small things... Big loves... Hard jobs...

OK. This is another post at my blog in such a short-period. Yes, I am out of the army, I have a DSL connection at my house, I have some time free ('cause now I also have a job to earn some euros), I enjoy life much more than the previous year, I hang around much more with my girlfriend... My life is getting better and better... But you know, some old loves can not be forgotten... No matter how many years might pass, no matter how technology is involving, I have to admit one tiny thing... I own a PC just to keep up to date with society-life, to keep contact with some friends that are far away from Athens or Stylida (my hometown) or even from abroad. But, the thing is that my first computer was an Amstrad CPC 6128 with a colour monitor and I have been following the scene for more than 16-17 years... It's a quite big period, if you consider that I am 25! In case you never were able to see a CPC I will show you a pic...


Yeah man!!! This is pure technology!!! No fucking virus to threat your hardware, no cracks to be download in order to play a game, no problem if you turn it off suddenly, no problem with anything... Well, almost anything as my floppy drive always had a fucking problem...
Anyway, the thing is that from 2006 I am back to the great CPC scene. I am in a french group (called Revival). As I have been "dead" for some years (I left CPC scene back in 2000) I returned in order to revive a hobby that was somehow "sleeping" for so long...
I have drawn some stuff for some participations (like &2007 or Croco Chanel 4) that were never used by the way, I have already some other stuff almost done (like graphics and some musics) and the thing is that I am back in business... :)
You know, I do not have a feeling that CPC will conquer the world again as it did back in the 90s but some feelings maintain for this fucking computer...
Anyways, I am not going to write more... If anyone wants to find out more about CPC, I am willing to help him/her. That's for sure...
But I must also solve your query about the title of this post... I know, I am not such a good writer but anyways... The title shows that I am working (and working a lot!!!) for my future productions. I already have some screens ready for a new great CPC slideshow... I will publish some here also, at my blog, and who knows? Maybe someone will like to participate in the CPC scene...
So, I getting back to work... I want to make my idea as soon as possible real and visible to you and to every CPC freak out there....

'Till next time friends.... Take care!

Mitsos aka voXfReaX (x-Odium)

ps. By the way, if someone owns a CPC6128 plus and he/she wants to earn some money from it, I am willing to buy it... Logical prices only... I am not that crazy!!!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

No days to count... Man, I am fucking free!!!


It's not a lie my friends... I'm done with this shit after all. After 12 months of dirtiness, no sleep, no proper food, no life in general, I am revived!!! I earned the paper that indicates that I have no further obligations for the fabulous, the amazing Greek army! I can now do whatever I want without any restrictions, without anyone ordering me doing stupid things that have sense only for the permanent army personnel!!! (I did nothing and that's something that I really proud for my little self! I could resist and not be afraid!). So, with this post I would like to say a big "FUCK YOU ARMY!!!!".
I must admit that I will never forget a lot of nice times that I had with persons that were in the same situation... Maybe we will never meet again, maybe yes... Who knows? Anyways, I wish them all the best 'cause they deserve it... After all, they made my "journey" better and much more pleasant...
See you soon my friends....
Signing off....

Mitsos aka voXfReaX (x-Odium)


ps. Live the punk way of life....


Monday, January 7, 2008

Four months left... (or 118 days still to go...)

OK! Long time that I've been absent from my blog... Apologies dudes... The thing is that I am making all my army-duty so far away from my home and the lack of internet makes it really impossible to keep updating my stuff.
So, some time passed. I've been living at the borders for so long... :) It's OK! I like the people there, even though I hate wearing the stupid army uniforms... I have the chance to meet places that I don't know if I will be able to visit in my life again... But, who knows???
After all, I am finishing... and I will never come back (at army) for sure....
Some photos and I'm done... I have to enjoy life now... I must go out... Still 10 days left :):)
Have fun people and remember... What does not kill you, makes you stronger!!!

... 'till May...

Take care

voxy 

Saturday, May 5, 2007

Counting my last moments....

Back to work again... I have to say to all of you that my days of freedom are almost finishing. In the 8th of May, I will join the fabulous (:P) Greek army. It's like an obligation for every male Greek. Despite that I was feeling ready and really didn't care at all during the past months (even days), today I feel a little bit confused. Maybe one year is not so much, but this can't change that a year of my life will be wasted guarding the borders. Anyway, this post is more like an excuse-finder 'cause I do not know when I will be able again to update my blog. But whenever I will have some free time, I will look my blog... Feel free to leave your comments (adding a comment cost you 10 euros... hahaha! No malakes, it's free!).
So, I leave you for now... I have to hunt some bears somewhere next to
Skopje and Bulgaria.
Drink a beer for me sometime... I wish you all the best...

Mitsos aka voXfReaX aka Odium

ps. Do not forget.... Kick out the jams muthafuckas!!!
Rock on!